Like a demon, is sitting behind you, making you doubt yourself. It’s the same voice that tells you that you aren’t enough, that you aren’t going to be successful or that you aren’t going to be loved. That he’s not going to want you.
You see, I have always been an artist. I used to paint, I used to sing and I used to design, but it was one faithful day, where I was sitting with the girl that I loved where that all shut down. She was somebody who was so passionate about life and education with fiery red hair, and when we first got together it was inspired by how I had sung to her in a park, only this time was different. This time, as we sat silently outside her house trying to solve our relationship problems, when I sung to her to try and make our relationship better. She told me,
“I think you love me more than I love you.”
My heart had sunk then, it had dived deeper within my chest, and that little voice that you hear took control.
“Obviously, what you have, what you are, isn’t what people want, so it’s time to change.”
You see, I was not strong enough at the time, and as my heart closed up, I started to listen to that little voice. The little voice that hides us.